SINGLE!!!! SINGLE SINGLE SINGLE….

I am single as can be…this has been a long time coming and i’m still blah about my heart being fucked over and all, but regardless this had to happen. i’m not strong or anything in the least, i’m actually pretty pissed and angry and frustrated with myself, but I am finally at this point in my life that seems like it will never end, but i know the pain will pass as will my feelings and i’m free. No more abuse, no more negativity, no more unnecessary arguments, no more no more no more no more! I am just me & right now I couldn’t be any happier. 

So for anyone who has been there & done that and lived through it…kudos… one day i shall see the bright light at the end of this tunnel, but until then i’ll keep a positive mind and move forward. :)

Listening to Pandora tonight & scrolled over the album pic & apparently pandora gives Rihanna’s boobs one thumbs up & one thumbs down on each…  perfect placing lol

Listening to Pandora tonight & scrolled over the album pic & apparently pandora gives Rihanna’s boobs one thumbs up & one thumbs down on each…  perfect placing lol

prom prom is upon us…. just a couple of the looks i’ve done this year for prom. they were beautiful to begin with, i just enhanced it! love my job, love what I do…art is everywhere when each one of us is a canvas :) 

Is talking about sex really taboo now days??? i mean seriously, i was a teen in the 90’s (born in 83) & i had lots and lots of questions about sex, esp regarding masturbation, yet no one had any answers for me. I was shunned and basically told i was a pervert for thinking thoughts like that. um isn’t sexuality apart of being a human being? doesn’t every human being equip themselves to become better person at everything else in life, why not sex?? and alot of women wonder why they aren’t sexually satisfied in the bedroom…really??? we were taught that touching and exploring were acts of perversion and if we did do it we had to live with shame for some reason or another. Maybe if more women were in touch with what they liked or disliked with sex by exploring their bodies on their own, they would feel more confident in the bedroom. i mean we prepare to drive a car by studying, practice and a test…why can’t sex, something you’re going to be doing the rest of your life anyways, be taught as something wonderful, beautiful & just as important as any other big life decision you might make. who knows what could happen, men & women might actually start respecting themselves, people they choose to give themselves to, and their own personal values if society stopped taking something like sex and labeling it as a free for all or total lock down we might actually understand the dynamic of pure sexuality based off of truth rather than lies wrapped in pretty packages of being called a prude or whore. Two extremes that exist merely for those who can’t understand someone enjoying the literal act of sex and being completely comfortable with their own body. Maybe these are just my thoughts alone, maybe i’m the only one who feels everyone deserves an amazing sexual life just as much as they enjoy a productive life or a financially stable life. regardless of what i may or may not think life is definitely beautiful in it’s own way to each individual. if having an amazing sex life can become an extension of that life you create than that’s even better. my own personal advice would be 1. LEARN who you are and what you like & dont like and 2. ALWAYS be true to who you are, sounds cliche but it’s the as close to the truth as you can get. if you like boobs, like boobs…if u like feet, then enjoy them, if you like some crazy stuff most would be shocked to even say, then go at it (as long as it’s legal and not causing anyone harm *unless u have a safe word for it ;)*) whatever ‘floats your boat’ enjoy it, it may be a phase or something that will be with you forever, but no matter some things shouldn’t be taboo, even for you.

my thoughts. I love writing & I share some things but this was something I felt was important. might not make sense to all, but it will to some & that’s all that matters :) thanks for taking the time to read this 

-pcake83

omg, can you even imagine! i would enjoy the hell out of every shower, in more ways than one :o 

omg, can you even imagine! i would enjoy the hell out of every shower, in more ways than one :o 

hahahaha…no words for this :l this shit explained itself. 

hahahaha…no words for this :l this shit explained itself. 

pretty sure if i googled this on my comp, this would show up too. dang, i love me some pizza. 

pretty sure if i googled this on my comp, this would show up too. dang, i love me some pizza. 

a million times creepier than the people with vans handing out ‘candy’ to kids. eehhh no thanks, i will never need a hug again in my life. 

a million times creepier than the people with vans handing out ‘candy’ to kids. eehhh no thanks, i will never need a hug again in my life. 

THIS my dear sir is why i LOVE pizza too. Thank you pizza for being so good to me. 

THIS my dear sir is why i LOVE pizza too. Thank you pizza for being so good to me. 

guess so! wow, that’s life fucking you over to the 5th degree. 

guess so! wow, that’s life fucking you over to the 5th degree. 

I took my son to the Tulsa Zoo about 4 years ago, i retouched this pic, basic retouching & i love how it looks! so pretty very relaxing. 
animals & nature are amazing & beautiful! 

I took my son to the Tulsa Zoo about 4 years ago, i retouched this pic, basic retouching & i love how it looks! so pretty very relaxing. 

animals & nature are amazing & beautiful! 

L O L. 
omg this had me dyingggg for about 20 mins…i love me some humor. and the animal lol. 

L O L. 

omg this had me dyingggg for about 20 mins…i love me some humor. and the animal lol. 

Just because people wanna pop out babies like tic tacs doesn’t mean I should join the crowd… funny how much crap you’ll get when you’re just really content with life
and on the flip side of that coin, i’m exited for all my friends out there who had babies within the past year and who are expecting! Being a mother is absolutely the number one thing that changed my life, it’s crazy & beautiful & insane, but totallyyyyy worth it
love all u baby mamas, without letting another human occupy, own, then move out of your body the world wouldn’t be full of people i wanna punch in the face or hug, so thanks ladies

— my fb post…venting in a sense. :) 

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